Going to see if I can (semi) quickly sum up the latest
events. LOTS of medical info but I’ll
try to make it concise yet understandable.
Manny is not doing well on the TPN. It’s not something horrible, but lots of
subtle signs that are relatively easy to overlook unless you’re his Mama. I’ve been noticing them and asking questions
and commenting on these signs for months now but I also don’t KNOW that I’m
right so I keep researching and learning.
My personal take? He's not metabolizing it well.
History lesson … Manny was with birthfamily from birth until
8 months. Arnold Palmer for a month
where he had extensive GI stuff done.
Went home with us 9 months. Has
had troubles the whole time. We were
with GI group A and they didn’t get it at all.
I was admitted in the hospital with him in severe pain and problem when
they were going to discharge us without even doing any testing, etc. It was the final straw with this group and I “fired”
them. My first and only time of firing a
doctor.
An hour later, GI group B came in. They did tests and by that afternoon, had
determined his stomach had completely stopped working. They have been our GIs ever since.
During the time with them, however, we were advised to go to
GI group C for a consultation and we did.
They ended up admitting us and we were there for almost a month. He got so weak and sick that they had to put
him on TPN. At that time, they thought
it would be only a few weeks to “Get him out of nutritional deficiency.” But they SAW the horrible reactions he had to
feeds.
So Group C wrote the TPN and Group B did all the rest.
Well, months went by and they still didn’t have any new
plans. So I devised a new plan to go to
GI Boston for motility study and see if they could see what was going on. I finally got there last September. Now it had been almost a year by this time
that we were with Group C and this group is 3 hours from us.
They had originally started out doing relatively well with
the TPN but towards the end, someone who had no clue what they were doing was
writing the TPN and it got BAD. Bad
enough he ended up in the hospital!! So
I figured, might as well have GI group B write his TPN as well. I figured he’d be starting feeds per the
Boston study and we might as well have all his GI care in one place (the closer
place).
Uh … mistake
So Group B started taking over the TPN and initially it was
better. That was in September. But it was never quite right. Something is “off” in the TPN. Missing an enzyme? Vitamins? Something.
But darnit, I don’t know enough about this to even speculate!
Within this group are two doctors. We saw Dr. A.
This doctor told me point blank, “I will not babysit TPN”. And he was being truthful with me. He did not.
He was pushing for a surgery that wasn’t going to work and Manny would
not likely survive. ALL of my doctors
thought it was a bad idea.
Eventually I got our Palliative care doctor to call the GIs
and work out a solution for me. I would
be switched from Dr. A to Dr. C.
Thankfully, Dr. C agreed to take on our care even though it’s
complex and messy. I haven’t seen Dr. A
since November. That’s right, a child
who should be seen every 2-4 weeks hasn’t been seen by a GI in 3 months.
CURRENT:
All that so I could tell you the current situation.
Manny is less stable now than ever. I’m very concerned about several things going
on. Weekly he gets labs and they are
trending in a bad way. But I am POSITIVE
I am the only looking at the labs from a GI perspective. Why? Because Dr A thinks Dr C is handling and
vice versa.
Feb 5 I write a TPN guru at Chiidren’s Boston. She is the one I talked to back in September
and shared my frustrations and she ran some labs and determined, yes, he was
having troubles. I remembered she said
there was an outpatient TPN guy who might be able to help. I couldn’t figure out how to get hold of him
so I emailed her directly. Never heard
back from her and figured it was a dead end.
Feb 18 Labs are drawn and I get them Feb 19. There are some things on there that are “low”
that are NEVER low for Manny. And I
start to digging. It all points to
kidneys having a hard time. Meanwhile,
he stops urinating. Completely
stops. He went 36 hours without any
pee. Now we’re 72 hours in and only one
diaper. His potassium is low and
dropping (more about that in a second).
And I have not seen GI! Finally,
he has a ridiculous diaper area issue … the pee is scalding his skin. Looks like a chemical burn. This has been happening since Mid December
when I noticed certain things start to go awry.
EVERY treatment under the sun has been tried and we were referred to a
wound care specialist. Yes, it’s that
bad. His anion gap is 21 (normally it’s
single digits.)
Feb 19 I go to bed asking for prayers on FB. He’s a sick little dude.
Feb 20, I wake up in the middle of the night to discover the
TPN doc from Boston has emailed me back.
Turns out she went on Maternity leave on Feb 5 and just got my email. She suggested I go to see them ASAP!
Feb 20 I have our first appointment with Dr. C (Our new GI
whom we know but has never been in charge of our case until now.)
Now here’s the cool part … I brought her the Quest magazine
where we are the cover, a Mighty Manny book and a nice bag of chocolate. I want this meeting to go well! Ha. Before we even get started I thank her
profusely for taking over our case. And
she stops and admits that he is way over her head. I tell her that he’s over EVERYONE’s head but
I thanked her for not giving up on us!!
That was HUGE.
I also told her of my middle of the night email from Boston
offering to take over his TPN management if/when we can get back up there. She said YES.
And basically asked how quickly we could get there! She will work with them on coordinating local
care.
As we proceeded with the visit, she had a lot of concerns
about his current health and heard all of my concerns. She felt there are a lot of adjustments that
need to be made as well as a lot of tests that need to be run. There are also tons of things she wants
Boston to sort out. Specialized
tests. So we might be in Boston for a
while if/when we go.
All of this was a direct answer to prayer. THIS is EXACTLY the solution I wanted. A local doc who gives a care and a TPN team
who knows their stuff. J
Meanwhile … remember those symptoms I told you about
earlier? They are very concerning and
contacted my pediatrician on 2/20 and she agreed. She got me in to a nephrologist on 2/21. As I write this current part, we haven’t been
to that appointment yet … it’s in a few hours.
But his constellation of symptoms is concerning.
For example, his potassium:
Should be 3.9-5. He used to live
around 4.5 which is basically perfect.
For the whole time he was on TPN he was stable with potassium. He was getting 20 meqs per day. Then in about September, his potassium level
started to drop below normal or hover around 3.9. So they added more potassium in the TPN. Repeat. Repeat. And now he’s below normal with 80meqs per
day. Why the increased demand for
potassium?!? And if you’re not really
paying attention to the behind the scenes it’s easy to miss that. Like Monday’s labs? His potassium was 3.9, the lowest it can be
and still be normal. If you were to just
glance at those labs, you’d see it was fine.
But what you miss is … what all did it take to get that barely in
range? And did that cause his system to
become too acidotic? Now he’s breathing weird and his Co2 level is low. He’s dehydrated. His anion gap, Etc.
Finally, he’s needing oxygen last night. He NEVER needs oxygen.
Oh Manny … you love to be complicated don’t you?!?
Big hugs to you and Manny!!! That sweet little one likes to keep everyone on their toes!!! Reminds me of the latest incedent with Jeremiah where things went wacky and he did totally opposite of what they expected him to do after all their experience with him and safety precautions added in to prevent a massive issue and bam had it anyway! The head doc came in and fussed at him (lovingly) and then himself said I dont know WHY I should ever expect Jeremiah to do anything the way I think he should or ever think I have it figured out! LOL Manny is like that!! Constantly changing what he is gonna do! I am not making light of things. I do KNOW how serious it is!! Believe me! And I know that Manny is a mighty fighter! PTL! Prayers continue as you find the right docs who will try the right things!!!! Hang on Mama!!! God knew what he was doing when HE chose YOU! You got this! Keep them MD's in line! big hugs
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